February 7th, 2002


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ok, my availability has been reposted on dice. (complete with lowered salary requirements. bleh.)

here's hoping someone needs some desktop support in phoenix... i could damned well deal with not being the only IT person at a company, and i'd go back to "i can't print! my email doesn't work! etc" in a second if it afforded me a *full salary* once again.

(i've noticed the f-word has made itself much more prevalent in my vocabulary lately. i'm trying to stop that.)

ok, off to go reconfigure a cisco after everyone leaves merCANTi... whee. on second thought, it's a little too rainy to scooter, and i don't care to dump myself off of that thing twice in a week. oh well. guess i'll go plunk down on the front porch, finish a book, and have a clove.
  • Current Music
    Human - Home (home grown mix)

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one track, got you on your back

imsotechno said the word i'd been looking for for a while... limbo. i feel like i'm suspended by a wire grafted into my spine between the shoulder blades... allowing motion, but preventing movement.

skin speaks up but your lips couldn't say it

right now i'm really wishing i'd had the foresight to develop another skill set. i suppose i could be selling myself short here- i can type over 100wpm, and the inherent knowledge of microsoft products that's gone along with my current line of employment is surely an asset of some kind.

right now i know somehow

i'm going to arizona later in the month. while i'm there:
good: i'm seeing gravity kills
bad: i'm missing her show
goddamn i'm a retard, i'd been drilling February 22nd into my head for how long?
fuck it, i'm only fooling myself thinking she cares if i'm there anyway.

we could take a chance

how i'm feeling right now is that i'd like to be more than two degrees separated from a lot of people.

we could make it, make it

or not.

blah. why do i get into these cycles? i'd really liked to have posted something vaguely positive today.
  • Current Music
    Keltech - Agony