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February 1st, 2002

Posted on 2002.02.01 at 16:44
Music: vaguely electronic eclecticism
"light, where is the light? light the fire, if you have desire! thunder, rushing wind, nothingness. black night, black stone. don't let your whole life go by in the dark.

evidently the only way to find the path is to set fire to my own life."

-rabindranath tagore

Posted on 2002.02.01 at 19:00
Music: vaguely electronic eclecticism
stolen from miss_geek

about 20 years ago...
1. i lived in the hills of almaden outside of san jose, ca
2. my parents drove a volvo, and were still married
3. i had a cocker spaniel named chelsea
4. i was given frequent time-outs by my nanny for asking "why" things were

about 10 years ago...
1. i moved from san jose to a small town between sacramento and chico called yuba city
2. i experienced and repressed something that would drastically alter me as a person
3. i played in the orchards behind our house a lot
4. i began to get really fucking sick of school

about 5 years ago...
1. i had taken one of the first steps up the corporate ladder, from "Information Specialist" (read: unusually knowledgable cashier) to tech support... for mac users.
2. i was a regular methamphetamine user
3. i was living on my own
4. i bought my first car (1992 jetta gl)

about 2 years ago...
1. i left fatbrain.com with middle finger extended to become a consultant, and was replaced with a desktop support *team* that failed to do as decent a job
2. i wrapped a volkswagen around a tree at about 120mph and walked away
3. i'd begun smoking weed on a regular (daily) basis
4. i began partying

about one year ago...
1. i lived in a house in the foothills of almaden outside san jose, ca
2. i attempted suicide with two bottles of sleeping pills and half a fifth of gin
3. i'd finally started to get bookings at real parties
4. mistakes were made

1. i ran another idea by a possible business partner, who found it plausible
2. i woke up at noon again
3. i thought about owning and modifying a volvo 850 turbo
4. i had a conversation that lifted my spirits


this should be fun.

Posted on 2002.02.01 at 23:17

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