i'm so tired of being stressed all the time. i can't take this shit anymore.
my paycheck was late (again) yesterday. bad.
, my payroll company, are a bunch of cocksucking idiots, they can only send paychecks within a certain "window" or timeframe. since kevin's been busy dealing w/ investors all week, he apparently missed it- but this means he had to cut manual checks (which don't have taxes taken out of them). this was stressful, yet turned out okay and i actually managed to be in a good mood as i walked to the bank to deposit the check and take out the money for the car payment.
then i got to the credit union and was told the payment for louise's golf hadn't been made since january. this is also, as you might guess, BAD.
so yeah. i have to go throw $1000 i *don't have* at the credit union because louise's mom can't follow simple fucking instructions. bloody fucking wonderful, innit?
NEVER COSIGN ON A LOAN. for ANYONE. i don't care *how* in love you are with this person and how you think you'll be together forever and blah blah blah.
DON'T FUCKING DO IT.
in fact, don't even get a loan for *yourself* if you can at all avoid it... save up and buy your car with cold hard cash. i'm *seriously* considering getting rid of my VR6 just because i can't stand this bullshit anymore.
(and now kevin has asked me to show him a demo of my wishlist which has AGAIN broken because our SQL admin keeps FUCKING with my stored procedures. days like this make it difficult to decide whether i should off myself or someone else.)