louise and i had another, final, fight/make-up last night. i spent a lot of time crying for the first time in what felt like forever... but i feel some amount of closure now.
miki's coming down from SF on the train tonight- she should be here at about 7:30. we're gonna meet up with jon and amber and go see "snatch" tonight. louise asked us to join everyone for a party they're going to tonight- and while i like the idea of one last time unified with everyone, i think the drama potential is just too high- and i *really* don't want miki around if something like that is gonna happen.
tomorrow during the morning/afternoon i'm packing all my non-essential shit up and putting it into storage. i'm planning on throwing out a lot of stuff. i want to get rid of most of the stuff that had sentimental value and start anew.
the one thing i still need to figure out is how i'm going to get my 6' folding table up to berkeley. i may end up renting a van for that and taking a half-day on thursday to move couch/table/decks/mixer/computer/whateve
sunday i'm possibly taking miki with me to my parent's superbowl party up in yuba city. i'm a bit nervous about how they'll react to her- they're 0 for 3 on liking my girlfriends so far, and they just seemed to finally warm up to louise right before i split up with her. but hell- she's my age, and the age difference seemed to be something that bugged them a lot about louise and chelsea... so not much to do about it but see how it goes, i guess.