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Posted on 2001.11.06 at 18:51
Music: DHA Tekno. 64+ hours. slurp it up, kids.
this is one of those incredibly frustrating times when i have too much shit going on in my head to be able to focus on and articulate on any one thing effectively.

how i'm feeling is hateful, serene, frustrated, apathetic, validated, and antisocial.

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not necessarily in that order.

...

fuck it.

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♥ karina ♥
karina at 2001-11-06 21:47 (UTC) (Link)

rainbows with pots of gold sometimes feel like lakes of murky water

*hugs*
Hope things settle - once the dust clears you'll probably feel much better.
Sometimes our minds get in a kink, and there's nothing wrong w/ feeling that way.
If our moods weren't sometimes like a rollar coaster, then life would probably not have a whole
hell of a lot of spice to it, at least some people would probably not have much else to say or do. It's sometimes the frustration, apathy, hate, apathy, etc which puts us more in touch with ourselves and our surroundings - that happens when the dust clears. I've usually found as long as I don't try to sweep the dust under the carpet, I'm able to work things out on my own. Sometimes all you want to say is fuck it. That's sometimes is the best phrase to describe a myriad of feelings. This reminds me of a past comment I made once -

http://www.livejournal.com/talkread.bml?itemid=5559870&nc=9 - Read the last three comments

Thanks for listening - if you ever want to talk, I'm here.
xoxox <3 Karina
Lynn
alceria at 2001-11-06 22:34 (UTC) (Link)
You too, huh?
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